And that's the only reason I ended up here. See? It doesn't take long for me to give up writing. The problem is I know I COULD be a really good writer if I wanted to!! I mean, I wrote a story once that god so many responses here, people got worked up about it, got angry and passionate and happy and healed... The simple fact that so many people argued about a completely made-up character tells me I did an awesome job. It's in a kind of grungy style, which isn't really the style I want to write everything in. I want to write fantasy!! I love fantasy. Maybe I should stop trying to change what I got and just go with it. Or maybe I don't have it anymore.

If your curious, it's on my old acount, ~silence-is-sexy and the deviation is [link] . I highly suggest you read it, it's very good even-if-I-do-say-so-my-own-self. I even attracted a do-gooder trying to get the piece removed for it's adult content.